i was just looking through my previous blog entries. realised that over just two short years in nanyang, i have changed a great deal. reading those entries reminded me of the great times i had during sec 1 and 2. i really miss 209'05 a great deal. and i miss yibing and jodie tremendously.

you too. why am i still doing this to myself. i just cant help it.

responsibilities. they all come with age, as i have just realised. there is just no way of escaping them. many a times i would just sit down and stare into blank space. can i just throw everything away, even just for a day? sometimes i really wonder. what am i doing all these things for. it's not as if people will pay attention to them; they might even find it irritating. am i trying to do too much?

tired. i just feel like lying on my bed forever. these days, nothing seems to be able to cheer me up anymore.